I don't know, so I'm just going to do my best and try.
I'm scared, worried, lost, and angry. I know I need help, but I don't want to ask.
I am afraid that if I show weakness it will lessen people's opinions of me. I don't know why I care, but I do. I try to think that it doesn't matter how anyone else sees me, but it only lasts for a little while.
I don't want to be emo, or bothersome, I just need a place to vent now and then that feels safe to me. This journal is friend's locked, and I will only add you if I trust you. I'm the same Rayven, just a little backwards. Heh.
I am sincerely grateful that you took the time to wander over here and read this.
- Mood:Hoping this Helps